Gabriel Perun Toov

 This is rather interesting. Liddy's family is a bit over powering sometimes but its nice to be around her once more. That hospital...my whole world felt so lifeless when she wasn't around and I missed my children. My oldest is the most amusing right now, she doesn't like wearing shoes. Back in our home in South Africa she was used to running around barefoot or in a pair of simple sandals, here it is a completely different story. She doesn't like wearing her school uniform and especially socks and shoes. It little things like that I find to be worth everything and I'm glad to be back here among them. 

It is just so odd being around Liddy's sisters, especially Liv. How we first met was a little uncomfortable and shocking for me. Yet she acts like it was nothing, just another day in her crazy life. She lost someone of importance, Liddy doesn't like to talk about it but she feels her sisters grief and sometimes it takes a toll on her. I feel blessed, but at the same time. 

To question your whole existance, its something I have been pondering these past five years. The hospital made me realized how used I was as a child and what they expected out of me. If you expected to be something and rebelled against it, than what is to become of you?